My Ruin

Please, please forgive me - there was no way I could go...
I drown my sorrows underwater - IN THE SNOW!
AND IM TIRED OF LYING!
IM TRIED OF TRYING!
IM TIRED OF LIVING!
I FEEL LIKE IM DYING!
[Chorus:]
IN MY SUMMER OF HELL I SWEAR I WONT TELL IN MY SUMMER OF HELL I SWEAR I WONT TELL!
I WONT TELL!
I WONT TELL!
I WONT TELL YOU!
Please dont you worry, there is so much I cant say...
I numb my body in the morning - YESTERDAY!
AND IM TIRED OF LYING!
IM TIRED OF TRYING!
IM TIRED OF LIVING!
I FEEL LIKE IM DYING!
[Chorus]
HEY THIS IS YOUR DAY - CONGRATULATIONS!
THESE ARE THE LAST DAYS - CONSPIRACY THEORIES!
HEY THIS IS MY DAY - CONGRATULATE ME!
THESE ARE THE NEW DAYS OF DEATH (and romance)
[ Summer Of Hell Lyrics ]