My Ruin

i stick my finger down your throat
explore my thoughts of murder
a journey through the human heart
dark places filled with terror
obsession lets me have my way
devotion makes you stay
this mercy seat you imitate
wonжЉ° let you get away
in praise of him i pray
in praise of him i save
in praise of him i give myself away
come kiss away my honesty
exploit me with your pain
learn to love this monster you created in your name
confession lets you face your fear
redemption leaves a stain
the thought of me makes you so sick
thereжЉЇ nothing left to hate
in praise of him i pray
in praise of him i save
in praise of him i give myself away again
in praise of him iжЉіe prayed
in praise of him iжЉ¦ saved
in praise of him i gave myself away
a different sort of suffering
i practise what i preach
aromatherapeutic death
can you smell me speak
if violence is religion then everyoneжЉЇ a star
it doesnжЉ° matter what youжЉіe done
only who you are
who you are