My Own Private Alaska

Bye
Burn
Bold
Bored
Of watching the same movie
In my head
I remember me in that room,
Waiting for (the) sleep to come,
Waiting for minutes,
Waiting for hours,
Waiting for days...
Waiting for a miracle (,)
To wake up from this nightmare.
Never stopping to say : it's not possible,
It's not possible, it's not my life.
Please take it and give it to the garbage truck.
Please take this life
And flush it in the toilets.
Throw it into the ocean. Burn it all.
Bury it six feet under.
Give it to your worst enemy.
Give my life to your worst enemy. Oh no...
Give my life
To your worst enemy.
I remember me under this public bench
Like a tramp like a motherfuckin' tramp.
Drinking alcohol and alcohol.
Eating pills and pills.
Mixing it. Feeling my mind going crazy.
Just to forget. I remember the cold.
I remember the piss.
I just earned about your crimes
And just wanted to die.
Not even to kill you...
Not yet. I just wanted to die,
And you were laughing.
Drinking for other reasons.