More Than Life

Letting go of my love with a strangers breath against my skin,
i left my heart 200 miles away.
i never want it back.
it all fell apart and the blood ran coldthrough these dead veins.
standing by your side by your side without saying a word i was breathless.
nothing left to believe in.
your worn face and hands tell the stories of solitude,
endless friday nights,
and fucking fear!
finally breaking our silence,
only to find out the harsh reality that catches up on winter nights.
that came to soon. (too fucking soon) im only 19 years old!!
but theres so much pain in here, FUCK THIS PAIN.
FUCK THIS PAIN!