Manic Drive

I can feel it pumping through my veins
I can feel my mind is off again
I can feel it cutting through the pain
And I like it
I can't change the way things are
And I can't make you love me
And I can't hide the bleeding scars
And I like it, why do I like it?
Blind me, I don't want to see this
Leave me, I don't want your kindness
Numb me, I don't want to feel it
My life is wasting away
So tell me sir with the Bible in your hand
How can your God ever love this worthless man?
A man so low, who can't even love himself
With his pistol and his pills laying on the shelf
I can't save myself today
I can't change my evil ways
I can't ever be the same
And I like it, why do I like it?
Blind me, I don't want to see this
Leave me, I don't want your kindness
Numb me, I don't want to feel it
My life is wasting away
You can't imagine all the pain
You can't make this go away
Please sir can't you find a way
How do I like it? My life needs to change
My life is wasting away