Mad Caddies

Still awake on a winters day
skies are gray and it's cold
Smoke signals from my last cigarette
Lets me know that it's finally getting old
Everybody hates me for the night before
The man you saw wasn't me
And now there's blood upon the bathroom floor
I've got a disease
Wait a while all I need is a friend
Come on stay a while won't you please understand
I'm fucked up with nothing ahead by the end