Mad Caddies

I mix it up I wash It down now
I guess it's all I ever learned to do when I'm with you
last chance second nature
I see a road that leads right to your door. do I want more?
now I'm hearin everybody talk and then I ask myself
what exactly am I supposed to do?
yes I'm leavin
yes I'm leavin you behind
I'm still believing
what we had was really never mine
lookin back a blank expression
penetrated silence into me