Mad Caddies

i have got this thing about you now
i tried to understand
so baby let me show you how
you changed my life the day you showed up at my door
ive got this notion in my head
if i go forward then i jump back again into my routine of misery
i try harder just to get along today
cant see things through
got just one chance left
and im barely hangin on
what can i do
when im with you
it's all i got
my forbidden pleasure and a life of smoking pot
it's who i am and i cant change