Loved Ones, The

Howd I get back here at this?
Another sleepless night dismissed
It might take a day to get back and figure out what I missed
Howd I get back here at this?
My knuckles white, clenched into fists
I might need a day to get back and figure out what I missed
Ive been loosing sleep for days trying to claim
What little stake I have and why my heart betrays
Id bail out if it made me free
Id run but I can barely breathe
Howd I get back here at this?
Another cheap attempt at bliss
It might take more than this bottle to forget about what I missed
Howd I get back here at this?
Im feeling torn just to exist
I guess I need more time to process the feelings I once dismissed
Ive been losing you for days playing this game
Ive been using up again my ways to kill all this pain
My reasons propped up on this candy cane
It cures my stroke of bad luck and my heart attack of shame
Id bail out if it made me free
Id bail out if it made you see
Id run but I can barely breathe
Id rather run away, crawl away
than have you perceive my slow decay
I can barely breathe, and these cuts heal but they dont bleed
We could have a knock-down-drag-out or face whats been the case...
But it could end up in disgrace
What if we tried to relocate it?
Would it even change a single thing?
[ Candy Cane Lyrics ]