Lesion

My shadows thrown out over me,
ALone on my knees.
Im going to beat my head several times
For I wanna destroy myself...
...But I know that I havent the heart to do it.
Im the frailest guy
Cutting blades are flying and scratch in my brain.
I open my eyes and I see the blood.
My wounds have no way to heal.
My hopes will have to wait
In order to know what shade life is...
...I hope I wont be as Ive always thought about it.
I hope it keeps a tight hand on me,
Id live walking thoughtless
But the tears dropped
Lie in the way, ready to drown me.
I look at theat wonderful landscape
Thinking of those voices Ive got in my arid garden
And then I compare.
I know, Ill know everythong from that easy glance
I wont understand...
...Useless thoughts...
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