Left Alone

Oh Lord please deliver me
From this life full of sin
Cause I've been here seems for years now
On your doorstep repenting
I'm not looking for religion
Cause I'm more devil than a saint
And if I end up on hells door
Well I made my bed and I lay in it
I'm so tired of wondering
Wondering where I'll end up
Tell me where did I go wrong?
As i think about yesterday
As I sit here all alone
As my life just wastes away
Oh lord wont you help me
Cause I've done it again
I've swindled through another day
And I don't care about anything
I'm not asking for your pity
Or begging for a helping hand
I'm just looking for the reason
Why I've become a sinning man