Life Long Tragedy

Peeling through the layers, where the fuck have the years gone?
87 to right now, I lost myself inside the fog.
Afraid well have to amputate all your wasted dialogues
Wearing my suburban frown,
I let my body drown.
Lost track of the resilience that once helped me from falling down.
Dont carry my casket, throw my ashes to the wind.
Begin the culmination.
They say good things come with age
Cancer, finances, jobs with shitty pay
Disdain for my coming of age.
Wisdoms a prisoner to my pent up rage.
Comfort in sins tuck me into my death bed.
Peeling through the layers, where the fuck have the years gone?
87 to right now, I lost myself inside the fog.
Afraid well have to amputate all your wasted dialogues.
Been depressed about the adult crash.
Yeah, I never thought Id be tricked like that.
For all I know still got a ways to go
Until Im leaving for good and aint lookin back.
Bottom of the deepest ocean,
Wasnt quite what I was hopin.
Old wounds found ways to reopen,
Leaving me confused.
Victims of imagination,
Do my best to fight persuasion.
Dont know if I have the patience
To wait it out and maybe bloom.
[ Youth Lyrics ]