Konkhra

When all thats good in life comes crashing down
The pillars crumble with a hellish sound
I dont know whats going on
Dumbfound and without a clue
Is nothing good inside of you?
I spit my name like a fucking curse
And damn it all for getting worse
Someone save me
From this downward speeding
Someone help me
Please stop my soul from bleeding
I cant deal with reality
Its nothing but excruciating agony
I cant deal with my apathy
Its just in my genes and personality
A shroud of amphetamine clouds my mind
A forced solution of the killing kind
Now I know whats going on
Its myself destroying me
Theres nothing left there anyway
I spit my name like a fucking curse
And damn it all for getting worse
I dont know whats real or not...
My brain is nothing but a bowl of snot...
[ Reality Check Lyrics ]