Killing The Dream

Days change, theyre getting longer. passing so much faster.
reminding me of what ive done. im hearing whispers. seeing
pictures of what could have, should have, never been. places we
should never go, we swore wed never go again. this is where
we kill for love, its what we have to say. this is where i
killed for love just to get away. i lie to anyone wholl listen,
but i know im only killing for myself. and ill try to convince
myself, but maybe i should just learn to wear it well. i try to
remember that i dont want to forget. these arent memories...just
long, bad, dreams. the worst kind of nightmare, and i made it for
myself. just a stupid kid desperate to love...and he becomes a
killer. but i am not a killer. and so this time, there wont be
a next time. so good at taking everything, ive got to give it back.
this time, i am ready. i am waiting.
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