Killing Heidi

I'm stranded in the vacant air
My energy is all used up
Pretending I don't care
The distance is a wall between
A signal interrupted
Can't say what I really mean
Sense suffocation everyday
I share your breath from far away, away
Chorus
This time you should know that I miss you, don't walk away
If only I could find the words and finally say what I meant to say
Repeat Chorus
Another perfect ending ruined
Too much time to sit and think
Of what I'd rather do
Wasted time, oh I fill my head with anything
To keep you from my mind, this time
Where in the books that I have learned
We play with things I'll never see
Repeat Chorus Twice
What I meant to...
Trip, trip, tripping through the hallway
Rooms filled with empty chairs
I slip, slip, slip in through your doorway
Numb me with your vacant stares
I creep, creep, I know that you can hear me
So why don't you let me in tonight, night
I'm stuck inside an empty page
Head in hands and heart in mouth
Got no words to say
One more day
Oh the photo smiles but that's not me
So I just look away, again
Repeat Chorus
This time you should know that I miss you, don't walk away
Oh one day I will find the words and finally say what I meant to say
What I meant to...