Ill Nino

Life is weighing down on me, killing me inside
Something i could never be will guide me to the new
Light
Frustrated
Sedated
I pray to myself
God please
Don't take away from me
The only fucking thing
That i learned to believe
I am becoming the monster
You promised to keep him away
Now i feel like he's living in me!!!
Anyway, i could never ever be
What you think is right for me
Are things that i will not believe
I want to start a new life
Get myself a sharp knife
Look into my own life
Kill things i don't like in me
But sometimes i feel ok
And think i'm unique
You always try to critique
I turn my back on it anyway
Sucker! punk-ass motherfucker!