Farmakon

I want to tear my thorn away
The shadow of my end
Once more I see less than yesterday
The vision escapes
I cry for oblivion
The obscure image embracing me
Alone I cant heal what once was scarred
Still reminder
Slowly - I spread myself open
Willing - To float through this rain
Slowly - This emptiness is turning to pain
Again - I draw back in fear
Deep inside me something always screams
But I hide it all under my skin
I wouldnt want to masquerade
Deep inside me something always screams
But I just keep myself still
I cant care of anything anymore
Injured by a blade of black
As I tear my chest open
Take this dream I hold
Its cracked and it tears me
Take it as I hold up for you
I dont want it anymore
Maybe Ive just always been
The one to await the dawn shall not rise
I dont want to be
To exist in the world of lies
[ Stretching Into Me Lyrics ]