Flesh Field

I can admit when Im wrong
Ive tried to tell you this for so long
Times have changed, and its no longer the same
What Ive lost has been the only thing that Ive gained
Im sick of your pretension
Its just another way to get more attention
Ive given up on you and on all that youve said
I have to make a change
I have to look ahead
Everything you wanted to be
Everything that could have been dreamed
Everything you could have believed
Its all gone
Ill never call you a friend
Ill never make amends
I failed with you just like I fail with everything
I cant wait to show you all youve done to hurt me
I cant wait to tell you what youve done to pervert me
I dont think you understand my desperation
Youve condemned my sanity to ruination
Im not alone in my complaints or accusations
If you stay this course, you can expect retaliation
I force myself to listen to all your explanations
I force myself to realize all their implications
I tried
I failed
[ Reflect The Enemy Lyrics ]