Further Seems Forever

You make it so easy to run
well I'm still crawling
I'm still crawling.
Now I'm game for the feeding chain,
and they're still scraping
they're still crawling.
Taking measures to see myself ,
but I seem to forfeit all my findings,
it's not easy to take these steps
or to fake these breaths but urge is blinding.
And you can deny this,
but I won't let you,
and you can defy this,
it's not beneath you,
and we can try this,
but were we meant to,
and this will divide us,
and then we'll be through.
be through
I found you with him again.
Found out about everything,
and you can deny this all you want
and you can pretend that you weren't caught.
But this is more than you and me
this is about being deceived.
being deceived
You should have waited until you ended this
then you'd have nothing to confess.
I thought you'd leave me next to nothing
but now you're leaving me much less.
leaving me much less
And I will get through this
until justice prevails.
And I gave you this
for nothingness
and lies.