Further Seems Forever

spent too many hours holding up walls
standing in corners and clenching my jaw
watching you watching the ones that I wanted to be
blaming this all on the moment
blaming this all on my views
blaming the mood on the music
blaming it all on you
all on you and me...
just because you said what you wanted
doesn't make it right
and just because the moment was heated
doesn't mean that I wanted to fight
even though I saw your anger
even though I saw your face
the words that you cited were chosen,
not fate, not spoken in haste