From Autumn To Ashes

Believe it or not,
but these notes are trying to talk to me,
I've got to applaud such valued efforts.
It's not always the party,
that it seems to be,
It can be all debuckled.
This is not the most routine,
nine to five you see,
its some occupational hazard.
But I'm still trying to save my spot,
just until the apple drops,
they know that you can't push up,
just until the Ground Mill stops.
Believe it or not we're not the,
ideal guys to date,
I gues I'm just a risky decision,
but you did not write me off,
you knew that I could change,
studying my guide to safety.