Ektomorf

I watch the sky and it's turning to grey
My emotions are like a storm deep inside me
I don't want to feel, but it's so fucking real
This shit is back again and it's killing me
I want to tell you, but I can not explain
In my words selfish, uncontrollable rage
I feel the fear, I feel the hate
And I feel I am going insane
Look at me, I hit the bottom
I'm out of my mind, I lose the control
Give me something, the pain is killing me
You are my shelter, you are my shelter