Evergreen Terrace

almost sadness - feeling more or less ashamed,
nothing more than space in your time between love and
refined, and it has taken you so very long,
how can selflessness be a part of this,
when head and heart are nothing but floorboards?
you feel in love, with just a thought,
my heart was shamed, my eyes look away,
as i only wanted love, as you only wanted a whore