Evergrey

[Spoken]
Lord, if you don't help me I can't get though this
I can't
Lord, I'm too old for games
Foolish wisdom
And I'm tired of rhetoric
Meaningless rhetoric
It never changes things
Lord, just help me
Help me
I was feeling GOD's pain!
And I've never had anything
That's been any worse to GOD
In my 50 years
That wasn't born in agony!
Never, Never!
Dead, empty,
And I know that sermons won't do it!
I know that a new revelation won't do it!
Covenant won't do it.
I know now,
Oh my God do I know it,
Until I lie in Agony
Until I have been anguished over it
I'm preaching sermons,
Oh God.
I broke down!
And I wept!
And I mourned!
Does it matter to you at all?
I can't handle this
I can barely make it into this