Epidemic

Caught off guard
Or I was even on
Forcing me down hard
Striking even blows
Monochrome mind
Is my only control
Nothing can make me whole
Never dreamed so real
Never felt the way I feel
Soft innards skin of steel
Pounding hard I will reveal
Static from the prison
Saturates my porous head
Distracted by the vision
Of the chrome thats cracking under
Stability Ive never known
Catwalk frail and sagging low
Clutching at thin air
Walking my frail wooden ledge
My eyes burning, my head pounding
Dont let me slip
Walk out from dark into the gray
Pain is relative in every way
I bit the nail that broke my back
Now its chasing, help Im falling
Now its broken my neck
I cant believe I fell for that
A blissful ignorance, a comforting
Fact
Now its shoved me down,
burrowed in my head
Is the real me trapped or is he dead
Alone
Aligned
Iwalk
Abort
Confort
I scream
Sharpening, deafening, shock
Critical, no more
Feeble now was my attempt
For my image gone now to lament
Kicked the chair from under me
Ive always wondered but now I see
That all this can come to pass
Kicking, choking, soul flies as I gasp
Dross of life is gone from me
Soon I wont know sin
Nor blood
Nor screams
Alone
Aligned
I walk
Critical
No more
Shut out
Sharpening, deafening, shock
Free me, take this, break me
[ Lament Lyrics ]