Eeriness

For the most time of my life i was longing for something
Something that gave me stability
After aling intense search and many setbacks
It seems like i have found it
Absolutely convinced to do the right thing
I thought i would finally how to live my life
One day i realised that i live in a dream world
As a prisoner of my own illusions
Lost in the depth of my wracked soul
Staring disaster in the face
Unable to stop this madness alone