Erase The Grey

So many times I've tried to
Get away from you
Never thinking or realizing
What you put me through
When will I get over
This nightmare
I've tried to hide these tears
While you point and stare
Shut up, get out, run away
Tell me why
You cannot accept me
For what I am inside
It's hard to hide the pain
When that's all you left in me
And so many times I've hurt myself
To try and let it out
Contemplating things things I know
Will only let me down
I just pray that you will
See what I am inside
I don't know if this will help you
But each time you lie I die
I'd rather die than to be like you