Joy Division

This is a crisis I knew had to come,
Destroying the balance Id kept.
Doubting, unsettling and turning around,
Wondering what will come next.
Is this the role that you wanted to live?
I was foolish to ask for so much.
Without the protection and infancys guard,
It all falls apart at first touch.
Watching the reel as it comes to a close,
Brutally taking its time,
People who change for no reason at all,
Its happening all of the time.
Can I go on with this train of events?
Disturbing and purging my mind,