I Against I

i'd rather not see you 'cause i'd like to see you again.
i'd rather not see you 'cause you'd see the geek i
am. i wish that i knew you,
i don't. i just wanna hold you,
i won't. i'm just afraid you'll say no!
before you go. when your eyes catch me i stumble and
stare at the floor. i wanna talk to you,
instead i walk right out the door.
i wish i was braver, i'm not.
i wish i could give all i've got.
i'm just afraid you'll say no!
before you go. i wish i could call you,
but you would hang up. i wanna talk to you,
but you'd say "shut up!
" there must be some way to let you know i don't want you to go.