Ivan

oh her eyes so pure are sliipping into his dreams
pluse drops, sirens still miles away
hold on mom i know
your strong, your doing just fine
feel my hand, see my eyes, hear my voice, im still here
and im not letting you go
in the end i see he was only machine
and the gun in the safe will cure this disease
And i heard, as in dreams, was his voice, he confessed that he came for our sakes/
now i sit at the grave where she lies in the presence of corpses who rest wearing tears and roses/
of sisters and brothers and fathers and mothers, and bosses and friends, and forgetting children. this mother, my mother, who died from my father, and gave her own life.
and if i would have known when he knocked on that door, would i run, would i scream, would i tear my own flesh and blood.
Theres a man at the end of the hall
and today, hes coming home
she will look down,
like the sheet pulled over his eyes/
another house up for sale,
another life where the rules dont apply.
in the end i see, i am only machine.
and the gun in the safe will cure this disease.
i will
not be him
oh god no
he is me
i am he
in the end i see, we are all just machine
marching single file
and were walking the streets day dreaming the same sad dream
[ The Decadent Mind Of Patient L54; In Memories, From Father To Son Lyrics ]