Gojira

Breathing slowly, mechanical heartbeat
losing contact with the living
almighty TV plugged, hybrid empty brain
don't see anything real in the game
the tension is building constantly
no reason just a reflex I have, driven by clockwork
I try to keep an eye open
and I realize I haven't close my eyes in a long time
Neglected emotions leading to catastrophic voyage on the other side
I have been given so much stress and lack of confidence
I've been given the gift of so small hope deep inside
I haven't close my eyes in a long time, I am trying
I cannot stomach these forms and colors anymore