God Dethroned

I drown in depressions.
Countless addictions wear me down.
Here's a confession.
I'm gonna kill myself tonight.
The downward spiral.
An endless stream of accidents.
I feel so useless.
I'm better off dead.
Hating life.
Look in my eyes. You'll see the dark.
A sharpened knife. Will set me free.
No more frustrations.
About all the bad shit in my life.
I see no future.
Don't wanna fight another day.
I hate this life.
So much you won't understand.$
I'm sick and tired,
Of this downhill ride.
Hating life.