Deadsy

Laid awake throughout the night
Today the school's so loud
And now it's all so quiet
I plan to pack light
Cause tomorrow we'll fly
Taking off to a place
A land that's not so far away
The boat above our heads for the walk to the shore
As feelings of dread soak the length of the oar
Connecticut hillsides surround the clouds soar
Dazed to the signs
I think back to times when gender crossed me
Miss all those Christmasses
And the once careless Autumns
Though there's space betwixt us which
Dissolves here round when the fog clears