Death Before Dishonor

Pray - for death
I cant stop longing for a release
From this game of endless suffering
Still I keep taking more of the pleasures
That sustain illusion
Drink my life away because I cant free
Myself from the same day
Just to have a taste of what I could have
If I just fucking died
Die in the arms - of the truth
Maybe someday - Ill have the strength
To just let go
Close my eyes - slip away
Sleep forever - escape the hate
No - I cant escape the hate
No escape Ive fallen in love
With feeling pain
And nothing I can do can stop the hate
A bitter man I stand to escape my fate
[ Endless Suffering Lyrics ]