Diecast

Suffering, stewing in all of this anguish
Why am I forced to just continue beating down myself
Standards forcing me to raise expectation
Am I too shallow for my own good?
The problem I have
Is me
Why can't I have what I yearn for?
Desire eludes me
Never satisfied
What will quench my?
Thirst for more than my world
Can provide for me
Is it a tragedy that I drink water?
'Stead of wine
Such a game that my minds playing on me
Shooting down who may be the perfect one
Contest what's right
For me
Why can't I have what I yearn for?
Desire eludes me