Deadlock

I raise my eyes towards heaven and try to reach the sun * cause having caught one sunbeam warmth will resurrect me * but suddenly clouds appear * clouds cover the sun * my world is cold again * my heart is cold again * my body is frozen again * with every day you leave me standing in the cold * I build up a warmth deep in my heart * and sooner or later the day will come on which I create my own sun * my heart my sun will be shining all day without sunrise or sunset an eternal light * and you shall never be able to sleep nights * I take a look inside myself and try to reach for my own sun * sunbeams deep inside me and now their warmth can resurrect me * my sun in all its splendour from the bottom of my heart will cast some light on your track * but can you find your own way back * now it"s up to you not to get lost