Divine Heresy

I've been falling for so long now, forgotten what the ground feels like
I try so hard to be strong, but life seems so far away
Can I find a way through this, or do I lose the strength to hold on?
To hold on
As the bright lights of success fade, and the spark of glory dies
I look the shadows of failure, to understand the reasons why
I can't reach out for what's gone
Waking dreams haunt me, backward thoughts betray
Illusions of what was, cloud my mind
I can't keep the demons away
Impossible, to move forward