Darwin's Waiting Room

You took one final look, my tears they turned to ice/
A frozen sacrifice, your body heat's my paradise/
I've built up many layers, but none can keep me warm/ Deceiving
is believing in the calm before the storm/ We complicate our lives
with things to define/ threw it all away to see what was mine/
Cleared out my insides, echoing hollow/ I'll forever wallow,
in your footsteps i follow/ Warily, I search for solidarity/ In our
disparity, your love for me was charity/ This s reality, for all that it's
worth/ If you're not perfect then i just don't belong on this earth
And just like a disease/ All the faces i see remind me of you
cause they seem just like you/ wanna reach out and touch you/
All I have is me, all i want is you/ They seem just like you/ Why can't
I forget you/ All I have is me with this memory/ Fading alone
I'm an array of imperfections on display/ My life has been on
layaway since the day you went away/ I've watched myself decay, the
ripe is turning rotten/ Feeling nostalgic now you're gone but not
forgotten/ I lack luster, what was new has turned to rust/ I'm filled up
with disgust, wish the world would turn to dust/ It's hard to read just
cause now i find it strange/ To trust in something that constanly change/
A long-range exchange, for years I've sought you/ The pain I've
brought you, your've taught me what i've taught you/ We can't
escape ourselves or even one another/ I will never recover this is love
like no other
I'm gonna rip, rip you out of me/ I'm F*ck, F*ck you out of me
Never you/ Never you/ Never you/ Never you/ They could never be you
Never be you/ Never be you/ They could never be you