Deadstar Assembly

I don't know this person in front of me
I knew you one but then you departed
A vicious circle a lashing to your brain
Look at you now you're back where you started
Is this all you ever wanted
Is this all you'll ever be
Cause you'll get none
And you've undone the good you've just done
Why can't you just live without the needs
A muted blur of a life that's shattered
A losing battle this feus within your brain
A perfect life where nothing mattered
Everything turns to grey
You take yourself throught the pain
You never ever see the things
Is this all you'll ever be
Everything's a transparency
And you'll get none
You're undone
You're back where you started