Dogwood

Deep inside I tried to find
A purpose for me no surprise
I've pushed myself away
Sometimes I refuse to think
And sometimes I just need a break
Leave myself alone today {Today}
Sit and drink the air
And stop to let out all the hurt
Collapse inside your arms
I never want to let this go
I'm not in tune with anything
If I go on like this
I'll scream ‘til I go mute
And people who can't speak don't have
To answer for themselves
I'll scream this one for you {Scream this one for you}
I know what failure is
I understood it all along
Salvation was a gift
But someone wrapped it wrong... so wrong
Life has a funny way of leading you on
Letting you down, Letting you know
Deep inside I try to find a purpose for me no surprise
{Please leave me alone}