Distorted Mind

Happened chance to see the truth
Fed the lies within our youth
Years of pain, these tears that rain
Distorted mind, distorted truth
Puddles dried so you cant see
Lifeless eyes present to thee
Watch myself daze through waters face
Replace my soul, replace me
Liquid former: Shadowed terror
So I venture in to my past
A utopia: My dream
Saw a vision to help myself
Drown me now
Sickness of my own...
Truth of all the lies of which you fed in to my mind
Save me from life
Recreate my past, which I now forget
...the times I would smile with no worries
Make me strong again
Stare in to my eyes. Feel the pain Ive felt
Sense the hurt I have now that they have gone
Peering down to the river see myself playing
Younger version of myself; Was once happy and content
Why cant I live again, since Ive never hurt them?
Touching water, grabbing my reflection
Mold myself to my needs since Ive been killing myself
Frigid air held the picture. Froze my perfect reflection
But, I wish to consume and establish all I used to be
Wish myself back to health; Respect for my own truth
Skipping stones. Scar my face.
Youth has died. As have I
I dream of passion no more... of this pain....
Embraced by the darkness of the past
Free my desire... I turn to death
Enslaved by the mistakes Ive made in life
Life drifts away from me. Distance I cant see
See what youve done....
Died for my future. Died for my past
Cannot rip away my pains embrace.... Eternity
Far away from here theres a place I have yearned to go
Why I stay, I dont know. Happiness has gone
Pain. War. Death. Society.
If I choose to stay, theres a place I will not go
Why I stay, I dont know. Happiness has gone
Pain. War. Death. Inside of me.
In the light I am fading. From the light, no escaping
To the dark Im returning. In the dark I am hiding.
Had the chance to see the truth
Bled the blood throughout my youth
Through these ways, tormented days... I forever lost you
Eyes have lied so I cant see
Lifeless eyes a part of me
Gone from here, I disappear. Away from pain, away from fear
Found the truth to the lies Ive been fed
Trust in one person now mends my soul
Break tradition from the past. Show myself I am worth it
Break the lies. Believe the words.
Trust in those you hold close.
In this life, Ive been cold. Staring there at the ground
I have grabbed and consumed what have been my
FROZEN REFLECTIONS.
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