Home Grown

Why am I so thoughtless and dumb?
Exclude myself from everyone
Alone inside this empty room,
My existence is left out
Left out by my friends
I'm hanging out smoking cigarettes
I'm hanging out
Alone with me, myself, and I
I have no problems getting by
All by myself
Without my friends
All of my
friends are pissed at me
They'll decline my apology
If they don't care about me
Then I guess that I'm my only friend