Hurt

You want him, you need him
It's so hard to please him
You just don't dare
And inside you're burning
With some secret yearning
You must not care (still won't you)
Help me, i'm flawed, desperate
Angry with God
'cause he just won't care
Oh excuse me, you're mourning
How calloused and boring
I brush your hair
And see your face... empty smile...
I touch that place, and all the while...
(you know it won't stop)
So you made an excuse to confuse the issue
What makes you think that I'll care about you?
When you lay on the ground 'till I tell you I'm through
ANd he'll do what he'll do
When he'll do it to you?
And all the while, he's been using you,
Yes, all the while... he's abusing you...
So it finally dawned on me yesterday morning,
I just can't stare
And swallow the words that your hero's perverted,
On what we share
I'll kill him, i'll beat him, the cycle's repeating,