Hot Water Music

we are proud to get away some time to think alone
mixed feelings about the whole thing should you come back
i don't know
today it was so hard being alone
i can hardly sing gotta hold on:
i'm trying i owe it every day that i wake and stay
(dues i'll pay i'll recognize from our days)
i'm gonna make it you got a lot of things to say
that i'm a selfish human being but i drove alone today
felt the wind and remembered everything
i laughed today and i'll laugh again tomorrow
i count mistakes but i still gotta find the blessings
got thinking i'm not happy not thinking right
i can't wash this away but gotta get it out of my mind
another lonely night all alone drunk in my bed
think until i close my eyes then wake up and find a new day