Am I Blood

Times done
A while ago I wish you wouldnt leave today
Pride is running front of me
Its all I can
Behold here!
See that empty joy in blinding me
Theres only covers without nothing in
Stay and suffer
I spin around and point you the way
Sleeping under a vail of the mist
Being blank for hours since you left
Somethings tearing me, somethings scareing me
Somethings always around when I`m trying to run
I pray your words to forgive my sins
I pray your words to forgive everything
Please be the one who forgives me
When my eyes are blind to see what I am
Ive said enough to break your trust
Somehow its growing wide for dark
Only have an anguish words to hurt
Never good enough to win myself
Just like the prize of betraying lie
Too proud to show how much it hurts to be
What something inside makes me feel
Sleeping under...
[ The One Who Forgives Lyrics ]