Adelitas Way

I've got a lot that's on my mind today
But every man got a story to tell
My brother watched his life go down the drain
His addiction took control of him
Everytime I see my brother look at me
I turn my head, to me he's dead
So much pressure, so much pain
Everything to lose and nothing to gain
But I'm going on again
It's everything that he ever dreamed
Says things he doesn't mean
But I'm going on again
Please, my mother, don't cry today
I know it's hard 'cause he's your first-born son
And don't blame yourself for the decisions made
I think it's time we just let him go
So much pressure, so much pain
Everything to lose and nothing to gain
But I'm going on again
It's everything that he ever dreamed
He says things he doesn't mean
But I'm going on again
All the times you lied
Tell me that you'll change
But you never did
You just walked away
It all stays the same
Everytime you cried
And you felt afraid
Look at what you did
Now just walk away
You'll never change
So much pressure, so much pain
Everything to lose and nothing to gain
But I'm going on again
So much pressure, so much pain
Everything to lose and nothing to gain
But I'm going on again
It's everything that he ever dreamed
He says things he doesn't mean
But I'm going on again