Abyssic Hate

My dark fears were awful truth
And the wounds disappeared so you feel no pain
I chose the path of suffering and sorrow
And my skin will continue to wither and rot
Happiness - where are you?
Strong enough to take down the mountain?
The madness must stop, or I leave this world
Because reality dissolves in terrible dreams
My Exodus from the Earth is close
And as I was approaching death, I will fear no
I need you here that would ease the pain
For me, the fear will never go away
You're still so far away, and the blood continues to flow