Antestor

I am in pain
I am the cursed one
Life isn't what it was meant to be
What I didn't ask for has now turned my way
Somewhere in a garden it all turned wrong
Things I once believed in have now turned evil
Yet I pray, 'deliver me from evil'
But another spell pulled me away
Will suicide break the ring of curse
Or is there just another hell waiting out there
Will suicide break the ring of curse
Tomorrow I'll be gone, do don't look for me
I am lying on my death-bed, with chaos in my mind
My life took more than it gave