Antichrisis

I wanted to live on top of a mountain
but its cold and forsaken there without you now
I wanted to dive into the ocean of love
but I got shipwrecked on the shores of broken dreams
For you I sang songs of the nightswan
and each line I wrote was a beat of my heart
Forever burning on loves funeral pyre:
Stop beating now, my bleeding heart!
For this knife did cut too deep
so for the last time Im trying not to breathe
Once there was a fire in the lighthouse of my heart:
I gave you so much more than just my love
and you broke so much more than just a promise
Our planet vanished so devastatingly
amongst the mists of time
There was no treasure to be found at Rainbows End
somewhere behind Andromeda
Ive been waiting till the end of december
but no more will I ride
for the winter solstices child
will pass away silently on a midsummers night
So may you come now, my Dead Romantic Angel
serenade Kyrahnean Hymns to me
Hold me in your arms
cover me with elder flowers
and take me down to my beloved sea
Im so tired, so tremendously tired
Please wait for me under the midgnight sun
where I will sing and dance again
and my laughter will be heard
echoing down the hillside again...
Oh, how I tried to believe how I loved,
How I tried to hold on to my dream;
How I wanted to live - but now Im going home
to a place where love is more
than just a four-letter word
and as I kiss the memory of your goodnight
Im beginning to see the light...
[ The Farewell Lyrics ]