The Cure

I dont think I ever know if I ever really want it
Could be why Im never sure if I ever really got it
And I guess its maybe easier not to think too much about it...
A house a car a family and friends
Yeah all it means to justify the ends
But sometimes... I wonder... in the back of my mind
Sometimes... I wonder... if Im wasting all my time
Sometimes... I wonder... if Im putting off my real life...
What I couldve done, where I couldve been
When I shouldve gone, why I shouldve seen
Who I wouldve loved, how I wouldve dreamed
And if its always always too late...
I dont think I ever know that I ever really need it
Could be why Im never sure that I ever really feel it
And I think its maybe easier to guess I really mean it...
A house! a car! a family and friends!
Yeah all it means to justify the ends
But sometimes... I wonder...
A girl! a smile! a holiday and sex!
Yeah all it takes to make sense of the rest
But sometimes... I wonder... in the back of my mind
Sometimes... I wonder... if Im killing all my time
Sometimes... I wonder... if Im giving up my real life...
What I couldve done, where I couldve been
When I shouldve gone, why I shouldve seen
Who I wouldve loved, how I wouldve dreamed
And if its always, always too late...
And every day that I let slide
Is one day more I never try
To break the world
To make my fate
And with every day that I let go
Its one day less I ever know
If its always
Always too late...
[ Spilt Milk Lyrics ]